hoy!!...man dont be hating out there i knoe wat u guyz r talking bout i admit it i did do those kind of bull shit before but i aint like dat no more im tired of doin all dat stupid shit...god and my  real frenz showed meeh dat it aint worth doing all those stuff to gurlz i knoe now and im sorry fer wat i did...but i knoe its all in da past and hard tah ferget but i stopped dwelling in da past i realized dat it doesnt get meeh anywhere it seems like ya'll didnt...ya'll probably knoe meeh back den but do yooh rilly knoe meeh now i knoe ur probably also thinking dat i wouldnt changed but dats wat im tryin tah prove right now like fer RYAN FRANCISCO i lied tah him in da past and im tryin tah show him dat i changed he believes meeh every now and then but i want him tah believe meeh alwayz...u probably wont believe bcuz some people dont but dats wat im trying tah work at right now im juss trying tah gain trust from some people dat i lost it from...im tryin rilly hard each day tah change but how can i wen people be bringing up da past wellz its up tah ya'll tah believe meeh or not i rilly dont care but wat im saying ish da truth ya'll could still hate meeh and say shit tah meeh on my chatter box but i aint trippin or scared i dont care if ya'll want meeh tah run up den i will i aint scared of anyone even though i get my ass wooped i dont care its all gravy im juss tryin tah enjoy my lyfe right now before its all gone hey i realized dat in hawaii time flies wen ur having fun...wellz finally got da off my chest i came back from hawaii it wuz all gravy bcuz i won a couple of sessions in surfing but not all its ight at least meeh and my famliy got closer together dats a moment i wont ferget =D...its my first day of school today it wuz kool im sorry to dat one person fer leaving yah its juss dat i thought u were talkin tah ur fren or something =D...after school i went home and did hw and here i am still doing hw =P...wellz i got a church meeting today at 7p.m. wellz i gotta run catch ya'll later payce

lets see today all i did wuz chores =P...bcuz i hab tah go tah hawaii tommorrow morning i got surfing championship there oh yea =D...dats pretty mcuh wat i did today and want im bout tah do...wellz i hab tah bounce now gotta pack later dayz!!

to GAIL: hey thanks fer everything yooh've done fer meeh recently helping meeh through thingz giving meeh advices and im rilly glad dat god brought yooh into my lyfe...oh yea congrats bout making it into da tennis team gewd luck...wellz imma miss yooh take carez and luv yah and also knoe dat im alwayz here fer yooh payce!!

sup!!..hmmm today wuz vallejo's orientation so i guess i choosed tah go yeps...it wuz ight met alot of new people and met some old ones dat i thought dat wuz mad at meeh but guess dey aint so its all gravy =D...i had my scheludle changed bcuz of pe SCHELDULE:

                 1.Geography Williams, Madeline

                 2.English HP Mccarthy, Jovanne

                 3.Geometry P/CPM2 Barbarin, Lavene

                 4.Science HP Trace, Lisa

                 5.French Doehla, Donald

                 6.PE: Wgt Trng/W Minahen, Michael

wellz mostly today i juss thought bout lots of stuff and i guess dat i should wait fer a relationship tah come tah meeh instead of going to it bcuz alot of people sed take a risk so dats why i've been searching alot lately but i gues i should juss follow my heart yeps!!...wellz today wuz koo man vallejo highs wrestling coach kept on bugging meeh bout wrestling i am joining i also wanna join da tennis team =D in spring though...wellz im hella sleepy c yah later dayz!!

hey there!!..hmmm today i woke up hella early again bcuz i gotta go tah vallejo high fer my interview wid my counselor it wuz ight took a while but it wuz all gravy..afterwards i went tah PAULZ house wid, my lil bro and CLINT...we juss chilled there fer a while den we bounced tah GAILZ house we thought she was ignoring us bcuz she wasnt picking up her phone or answering da door..but in da end she wuz juss taking a shower =D..i raided her house fer food hahahaha i wuz hella craving fer food yeps..den PAUL came later on and we juss chilled but i felt hella unwanted there bcuz CLINT wuz kinda mugging meeh and everyone had soemthing goin on so i juss bounced and juss chilled outside it wuz hella hot but i juss onlee skateboarded..i pretty much did dat through da day go in and out of da house till RODNEY came and we juss chilled we went tah his cuzzinz house he got meeh a drink..den we went back tah gailz house and MARYGILL locked herself in da bathroom she came out eventually and wen i wuz goin in tah bathroom she went in she told meeh wats up so i gave her advice and she took my advice and she feelin better i hope =D...after at my mom picked us up and she told us dat she got locke dout of da house bcuz my brother locked da garage door and i had tah jump on da van and climb da roof and go through my window bcuz my family didnt want meeh tah pick lock da door hahahaha weird huh... after all dat i went online talked tah ALEX (its a gurl =D)..yeps found out she goes out wid someone from JEANNIE i dunnoe i felt rilly mad and kinda sad oh wellz back tah being lonely but i guess its mostly my fault bcuz i wuz thinkin dat a sweet, caring, loving gurl like her would fall fer a guy like meeh oh wellz wat ever happened juss happened i juss hoped it ended up differently=[...wellz dats bout it fer my day later dayz

hello there!!...hmmmm lets see today in da morning i woke up early bcuz i had tah get ready fer a party fer my brothers grandmother's son it wuz his 13 birthday...da party wuz ight bcuz i wuz playin da drums oh yea while dey were singing karoke yeps...and we also got a basketball game on it wuz dope =D...after dat i went home i practically stayed there da whole day oh yea and i met hella new people there too but dey all go tah st. pat and benicia but its all gravy..wellz imma bounce now bcuz im fallin asleep catch ya'll later payce!!